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Thanks for clicking the link that led you to this blog... Now it is whether you can bear to read its contents. This blog has been labelled 'cheam' by most people whom I know
(therefore highlighting their incompetency in the English language... hehehehehe xD no I'm just joking, don't pelt me with rotten veggies.. *splat!*)
Each entry in this blog are like pieces of my disillusioned self... Good luck to the one who dares brave into uncharted territory... the chasms of my mind.
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Moi pathetic self
Cheeryl Tan (a.k.a. JoBiChI~sAn ^^)
Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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NOW PLAYING:
Just click on it. It won't kill you.
The archives
13 June 2008
No, I'm not gonna post about those three guys. The first would claim his 'savage handsomeness' to the world. The second would go '...' and the third, who's currently still pissed with me I think, would think of nought.
Going to Japan has cleared my head. By a lot. For starters, I managed to find myself again (FOOD! XD). The person whom I was, the person who I am now, have now met. Yet to become one, but slowly both will find their way...
Why have I been acting the way I did? I guess there is no point regretting. Why him? Why the similarities? Why did my mind gravitate in that direction? Why did it make such an association? Why do I only realise it now? And...
It is too late anyway.
Maybe it's for the better, that we don't talk to each other anymore. That way, I can stop being the bitch I am when I'm around you. Although... That means I won't be able to repay the kindness you have shown me. I guess I never will, because I'll never know how. If there is some part of me which still influences the world in ways not even I can being to comprehend... I hope you will find a kindness much greater than the one you have shown me, something which will change your life for the better... Unlike what I have did. The feelings I have... are so much like the ones I have for someone so close to me... It's stifling. The attitude I have towards you and his are nothing short of identical. Maybe, it's better this way. I won't be so confused anymore, I won't be so afraid anymore.
Oh well.
Maybe one day when I've understood those feelings, I'll look for you again. And apologise in a proper way. But the damage's already been done, no?
Maybe it's just time for the wind to blow again, to forget the scars it left behind.
MANGA TIEM~ XD
Going to Japan has cleared my head. By a lot. For starters, I managed to find myself again (FOOD! XD). The person whom I was, the person who I am now, have now met. Yet to become one, but slowly both will find their way...
Why have I been acting the way I did? I guess there is no point regretting. Why him? Why the similarities? Why did my mind gravitate in that direction? Why did it make such an association? Why do I only realise it now? And...
It is too late anyway.
Maybe it's for the better, that we don't talk to each other anymore. That way, I can stop being the bitch I am when I'm around you. Although... That means I won't be able to repay the kindness you have shown me. I guess I never will, because I'll never know how. If there is some part of me which still influences the world in ways not even I can being to comprehend... I hope you will find a kindness much greater than the one you have shown me, something which will change your life for the better... Unlike what I have did. The feelings I have... are so much like the ones I have for someone so close to me... It's stifling. The attitude I have towards you and his are nothing short of identical. Maybe, it's better this way. I won't be so confused anymore, I won't be so afraid anymore.
Oh well.
Maybe one day when I've understood those feelings, I'll look for you again. And apologise in a proper way. But the damage's already been done, no?
Maybe it's just time for the wind to blow again, to forget the scars it left behind.
MANGA TIEM~ XD
My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!
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