Ah.
Hi.
Thanks for clicking the link that led you to this blog... Now it is whether you can bear to read its contents. This blog has been labelled 'cheam' by most people whom I know
(therefore highlighting their incompetency in the English language... hehehehehe xD no I'm just joking, don't pelt me with rotten veggies.. *splat!*)
Each entry in this blog are like pieces of my disillusioned self... Good luck to the one who dares brave into uncharted territory... the chasms of my mind.
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Moi pathetic self
Cheeryl Tan (a.k.a. JoBiChI~sAn ^^)
Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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NOW PLAYING:
Just click on it. It won't kill you.
The archives
20 October 2007
I... Can't take it anymore.. Must blog... Must... RRRaaawWWwwwWw~~~~~~!!!!!
But after so long off the blogging scene (was I ever there?) I've really nothing much to write. Actually, too much, to the point I don't know where to start... Well, I'm sure my readers (as to how many I'm not sure) will appreciate anything I write. Anything.. Right? *silence*
Recently, I've been hooked to a song called 'Tori no Uta' for Air (an anime, of course =3) Very meaningful lyrics and an addictive tune. And I can sing it XD I can't say I have the singer's same standards, but I can pretty much hit the right tunes... Oh well! Too long have I not done vocal exercises and warming ups... I miss choir *sniffles*
Three days after my birthday... Well, it sure was a birthday to remember. For the first time in my whole sixteen years, I spent my birthday taking loads of MRT and buses with my beau o_O Went to Daiso, IMM to shop (only a pathetic pot actually.. kinda cute <3) Then we took off to Kino (coz' he wanted to get the Zero no Tsukaima novel) and ended up going in circles round the green and purple lines (frequent MRT takers will know what I mean..) Though tiring, it was enjoyable. Then theres.......
He's really very silly.
Till today, I still do not completely understand the forces at work that drew me to this little.. kawaii.. small... NEVERMIND. But I just seem to do so! The internal wars that raged seems to have stopped, a truce being drawn. But it all boils down to him. Why? The ideals that I had were completely cast aside without my knowledge. My mind, soul and body seemed to be acting independently, not under my control. Yet, there is an element of consciousness. I know what I am doing. I know what I want, and I am not having it, am I? But.. He really is all that I want now. Days and weeks go by, with my every thought and every bit of me enmeshed in our memories, the memories of him. Yet, I can put my heart and soul into my work, not missing a beat, almost thinking of nothing else. What is this? A case of split personalities, turning on and off at the appropriate times? Or is it something else?
Love isn't about being attracted to a person's looks (erm.. yea.. attractive indeed -_-) or his money (he's broke, almost 100% of the time). For me... I love a person for who he is, not what he has.. But it still does not explain my ability to concentrate to such extents. Look at my prelim results! (ahem, dun wanna boast but... this is the best I've had in 4 years..) I can't say for sure, after all I'm just a teenager who hasn't seen enough of the world. But.. I feel this is it. A love which sustains us both, spurring us on, giving us the support we need in stressful times. It has to be it. What else could it be?
Who the heck cares anyway?
So long as it feels good, I think I shall go along with it. Though at this age, it's not supposed to be right, but somehow.. I'm feeling that I'm doing the right thing, being in love... Who knows, it might just last. =)
But after so long off the blogging scene (was I ever there?) I've really nothing much to write. Actually, too much, to the point I don't know where to start... Well, I'm sure my readers (as to how many I'm not sure) will appreciate anything I write. Anything.. Right? *silence*
Recently, I've been hooked to a song called 'Tori no Uta' for Air (an anime, of course =3) Very meaningful lyrics and an addictive tune. And I can sing it XD I can't say I have the singer's same standards, but I can pretty much hit the right tunes... Oh well! Too long have I not done vocal exercises and warming ups... I miss choir *sniffles*
Three days after my birthday... Well, it sure was a birthday to remember. For the first time in my whole sixteen years, I spent my birthday taking loads of MRT and buses with my beau o_O Went to Daiso, IMM to shop (only a pathetic pot actually.. kinda cute <3) Then we took off to Kino (coz' he wanted to get the Zero no Tsukaima novel) and ended up going in circles round the green and purple lines (frequent MRT takers will know what I mean..) Though tiring, it was enjoyable. Then theres.......
He's really very silly.
Till today, I still do not completely understand the forces at work that drew me to this little.. kawaii.. small... NEVERMIND. But I just seem to do so! The internal wars that raged seems to have stopped, a truce being drawn. But it all boils down to him. Why? The ideals that I had were completely cast aside without my knowledge. My mind, soul and body seemed to be acting independently, not under my control. Yet, there is an element of consciousness. I know what I am doing. I know what I want, and I am not having it, am I? But.. He really is all that I want now. Days and weeks go by, with my every thought and every bit of me enmeshed in our memories, the memories of him. Yet, I can put my heart and soul into my work, not missing a beat, almost thinking of nothing else. What is this? A case of split personalities, turning on and off at the appropriate times? Or is it something else?
Love isn't about being attracted to a person's looks (erm.. yea.. attractive indeed -_-) or his money (he's broke, almost 100% of the time). For me... I love a person for who he is, not what he has.. But it still does not explain my ability to concentrate to such extents. Look at my prelim results! (ahem, dun wanna boast but... this is the best I've had in 4 years..) I can't say for sure, after all I'm just a teenager who hasn't seen enough of the world. But.. I feel this is it. A love which sustains us both, spurring us on, giving us the support we need in stressful times. It has to be it. What else could it be?
Who the heck cares anyway?
So long as it feels good, I think I shall go along with it. Though at this age, it's not supposed to be right, but somehow.. I'm feeling that I'm doing the right thing, being in love... Who knows, it might just last. =)
My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!
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