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(therefore highlighting their incompetency in the English language... hehehehehe xD no I'm just joking, don't pelt me with rotten veggies.. *splat!*)
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Cheeryl Tan (a.k.a. JoBiChI~sAn ^^)
Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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NOW PLAYING:
Just click on it. It won't kill you.
The archives
25 May 2008
I want to sleep.
But I dare not.
There's so much to be done,
Yet I find no courage to do it...
Like Alere, I have lost track of time. The rivers of time, I see it. I see my reflection... But the rest is but a blur. I can't see it anymore. I do nothing but look away...
" Where in my fragile body am I supposed to put the strength to stand?"
I no longer have that energy to continue walking. The future seems even further than before... I don't see it anymore. I don't see how my existence serves any purpose anymore. I cannot see me. When I look into the mirror, I see a stranger. When I talk to others, I can't find myself.
Who am I?
Is this another change? Another huge revolution in my life? What will happen? How many people will I hurt this time? Who will they be? What actions I have taken... I do not understand them. Even I, do not know my motives anymore. Not anymore...
I'm scared.
But I dare not.
There's so much to be done,
Yet I find no courage to do it...
Like Alere, I have lost track of time. The rivers of time, I see it. I see my reflection... But the rest is but a blur. I can't see it anymore. I do nothing but look away...
" Where in my fragile body am I supposed to put the strength to stand?"
I no longer have that energy to continue walking. The future seems even further than before... I don't see it anymore. I don't see how my existence serves any purpose anymore. I cannot see me. When I look into the mirror, I see a stranger. When I talk to others, I can't find myself.
Who am I?
Is this another change? Another huge revolution in my life? What will happen? How many people will I hurt this time? Who will they be? What actions I have taken... I do not understand them. Even I, do not know my motives anymore. Not anymore...
I'm scared.
My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!
Jobichi~san whacked you at 1:41:00 AM
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