After such a long while... Only a short post for today T-T
Yesterday(or today?) I stayed up for 23hours.. Slept at 10 on thursday night and woke up at 4.25 to continue my geography revision.. And made a big cup of coffee >_< Then I only slept at about 3+ last night.. Whoa!
Was staying up writing my diary. Dug up my old diary(actually, it's placed on a shelf just above my bed..) and read its dusty contents. Wrote a 28-page long post! Those wee hours were the hours I relished by relooking at my life, tracing back the steps I took as I walk the unfamiliar path now..
But I realised that I'd grown at an alarming rate. One year, made a whole lot of difference. Add things up, the past 3years and 8months have done so much to shape my character that it is today. From a tomboyish girl with severe oddities and bouts of depression, to a young lady(or old lady, anyone?) whose mind is filled with... physics formulas xD JOKING. A young lady who now knows her inner strengths and talents, and who knows that she'll make very good use of them. A girl whose identity crises now reside in a deep corner of her mind, her real self now in full bloom! Whose self-esteem shot up at an exponential rate, whose emotions became more matured and of substance.. I have learnt so much throughout my secondary school life that I'd never realised it til now..
Well, what about all you people out there? Do you know how much you've grown? Nevertheless, any growth is still growth. Whether it is excruciating periods of years like mine, or even just a few months or even weeks.. We all grow, teenagers, adults, children... Whether physically or psychologically.
Ah. Back to work =P you people too, go get some growing done!
My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!
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