Cheeryl Tan (a.k.a. JoBiChI~sAn ^^)
Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!

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I recently found a song from Bleach sung by Aqua Timez... Adorable group name, adorable song xD The song's called 'Alones'...

oreta awai tsubasa
kimi wa sukoshi aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
mou dareka no tame janakute
jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo...

KAWAII! Lols Kon singing in the first part of the opening..

Then I found the movie song they sung. And as I relate to songs sung by guys better (lol) here are the lyrics... I think it perfectly suits my mood now. A lil painful yet somewhat heartwarming... It's called "Sen wo Yoru no Koete".. Think it means A Thousand Nights smthsmth >< jap fail... I'm gonna learn this song. Die die oso learn xD Because I want my heart to sing this song. Now, it is but an empty void. I don't want that. I want it to sing again...

Sen no Yoru wo Koete

Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da

Anata ga boku o aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
Nante koto wa mou docchi de mo ii n da
Donna ni negai nozomou ga
Kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mono ga takusan aru darou
Sou soshite boku ga anata o aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
Dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu da kara

Sen no yoru o koete anata ni tsutaetai
Tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte
Kizutsuitatte suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kimochi o kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yoDemo suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da

Kono hiroi sekai de meguriau yorokobi o kotoba ja iiarawasenai ne
Dakara boku-tachi wa hohoemi iro azayaka ni sugiru aki o doremi de utatte
Fuyu o se ni haru no komorebi o machi
Atarashiku umarekawaru dareka o mamoreru you ni to

Kita michi to ikisaki furikaereba itsu de mo okubyou na me o shite ita boku
Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
Massugu ni aite o aisenai hibi o
Kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi o iyagatta ano hi no boku wa
Mukizu no mama de hito o aisou to shite ita

Sen no yoru o koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
Tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte
Kizutsuitatte suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa

EL trans: (for those who bother)

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell youI
want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world