Cheeryl Tan (a.k.a. JoBiChI~sAn ^^)
Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!

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It's the last few days of the holidays... After this, my readers (stares at blank space) will have to go without my cheaminology for awhile... 'Cuz I'll be somewhere in Sg. Mati (yes, 'dead river'), Tangkak visiting my cousins and my poor grandpa... Think he got hospitalised again.

And anyway after this, I'm very sure I'll have no more time to post on my baby here *sobs loudly* IM GONNA MISS MY BLOG!!!

It's been some time, I started this blog in January, and now it's near the end of June. Half a year's worth of experiences and insights. That's alot. There'll be more, but I'm afraid I won't be able to share them with my friends, or those people out there who just happen to come across this lil site. So many emotions pumped into each post (well, maybe not all) and each one a literary work (in my eyes xD)

I wonder now how many have read this blog (didn't put a counter, maybe I should xD) But what for? I'm not interested in how many reading it, but how many UNDERSTAND them. How many huh? *silence* yes I know I'm difficult to comprehend... Isn't it? Yeah? *silence again* Duh. No one can answer that... Or maybe no one will.

Well... I'm embarking on a new venture (as usual) but it's gonna help my English as well.. I CAN'T TAKE THAT FAILURE LYING DOWN! From an A I dropped to a B!!! A LOW B!!!! No way man, no way am I going to take that! So I'm going to try to write this story, a fairytale xD
But its not those sweet sweet fairytales where good always wins. This will be a bittersweet tale for people my age (but it's CLICHED as SOMEONE put it!) And I've already written the prologue. What next is the story, which will take extra planning to put things into place.

Where'd the story come from?

Dreams......

Remember? 'Dreams of making own universes'... Now who would miss that?

*cold wind blows*

Okaay.. Fine.

And yesterday I was listening to 'Sen no Yoru wo Koete' more than 10 times... and even til now I'm not sick of it... I guess it's because my heart yearns to sing that song. I'm sorry, but I can't let go of things so soon... I do not understand myself either. What is love? Do I feel that way towards you? Even though I've said so much and done so much, but I'm still unsure of myself. Each time I see you my insides start to turn somersaults. Just hearing you over the phone makes my heart jump up my throat... And for the first time in my life I stammer... Okay maybe not first time, but I haven't done that in awhile. Always putting up a strong front. And I kept asking myself: WHY. Til this day I can never comprehend it. Questions burning within my head. Always doubting myself. Always.

But I hope I can say it again. And I'll be sure it's right. I'll make sure you hear it loud and clear, no matter how much it hurts to do so. Because it's the most wonderful thing in the world.