Cheeryl Tan (a.k.a. JoBiChI~sAn ^^)
Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!

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January 2007
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March 2008
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June 2008

Choir.


Graduation was yesterday as all choir members should know...(Ya gt some FELLOW pon lo... someone ah...) Cute skit by group one (of course... gt..) The song item with Ezra going solo was cool. Guys jiayou! No need to blush xD Exchange of gifts was nice... I think. Ms Seah was so nice~ she gave me and Melissa bangles xD beady beady... shiny... kawaii~! The new ex-co gave us sweets and chocolates... I exchanged gifts with Shaun. So sweet of him to give me those sketch books (And thank you Shaun for visiting my blog... ahh~ readership!) Feel very dumb though giving him such a lousy gift... T-T



Choir.
What is it to me?

I've asked myself this question for a very long time now. What is it to me? Why does it seem to take a very important place in my heart? If I have one in the first place...

Choir. Since sec 1, when I first stepped into this school, I had set my eyes on it. I didn't care whether the choir had a bad reputation or a good one. I just knew, I wanted in. The UGs did not much entice me and I braved on... It may sound embarrassing but you can ask my friends from lower sec... I'd wanted to join basketball =X but at that time there were only guys... so I didn't join. They reccomended netball but I decided not to join... (doesn't make much diff my 'ball' skills are SO bad up til now... exponential downhill T_T)

And so, here I am.

Nearly 4 whole years of choir.
What have I learnt?
I don't know xD



But there's something I'm sure of.



I learnt how to smile.



Yes.



Choir was the one place I could truly, maybe not entirely, but at the very least let me release my child's side. I'm totally sick of being seen as a serious person (though I am la xP) and I don't like the image I portray in my class! In choir, I can be alive. I can scream. I can shout. I can laugh, and even if I cry, I dare to. But come to think of it, none of my classmates from sec1-4 have seen me cry... Only our dear BBSS choir have seen (even so, only a few)



Choir.



I wish I didn't have to graduate... I don't know how many of you guys out there want me to (lol) But the thing is... I WANT CHOIR!!! I want to sing, I want to express, I want to be alive! I want to be with all of you! From Belinda and my jiejie, to yinglin, joy and sheryl and hui min... And the current sec 3s... even though we're not so close... The sec 2 batch now, all so kawaii xD And I want to know the sec 1 batch too!



OHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE HORROR!!!!!



And I'll miss... oh never mind.



I wonder. What will the next half a year be like? Will I never ever get to talk to my buds again?



ITS HORROR!!!



The only sanctuary I had is now taken away from me... not forcefully, not entirely. Just that... My parents already totally against it from the beginning... And I can't perform in the July concert.... O's. Sickening O's. How I wish I could just KILL MYSELF and throw everything away... throw my books and burn my notes..

I want choir. Sob.