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Ah.
Hi.
Thanks for clicking the link that led you to this blog... Now it is whether you can bear to read its contents. This blog has been labelled 'cheam' by most people whom I know (therefore highlighting their incompetency in the English language... hehehehehe xD no I'm just joking, don't pelt me with rotten veggies.. *splat!*)
Each entry in this blog are like pieces of my disillusioned self... Good luck to the one who dares brave into uncharted territory... the chasms of my mind.
I know you don't like what you see. Yes... I hear your displeasure already... See the red button on the top right hand corner? Yes that. The one with the little 'x'... Click that...

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"Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa..."

Okay... So heavy sia.. all e books from school I lugged back.
There were so many books left out at the lockers outside the canteen I wish I could take 'em all. Especially the ones with pictures of machines n aircrafts in it. But only 'choped' about 8 books (1 very big one I left in school xD)

Lately I'd been thinking of my previous comic ideas and why they actually stop without a trace. I figured it must've been the lack of planning that led the comic to a dead end. There's a head and a tail but the body's gone somewhat missing... MaYybe an occasional finger or toenail but otherwise, the thing just stops midway...

So I've been planning!

But I don't know how to draw mecha AS USUAL... Like my physics, my mecha drawing is either pathetic to the max or floating above in the sky in all its glory (yeah, floating ashes more likely.)
Bother.

How am I gonna draw my mech then? I have to draw spirit worlds and different dimensions too! Bother.

Never mind all that. Can anyone out there teach me? Lol. Can visualise, can't draw it out. Typical of all beginner artists (or even people like me... I'm no pro either.)

And I wonder to myself today: Am I doing the right thing?

Thinking about certain things of the past made me wonder... Did this relationship have any chance of occuring in the first place? I don't know... But I had thought for some time, and realised that there was something missing.

'Yakusoku'

There wasn't any promise of sorts. Nothing tangible, or even memorable. Nothing said. So what chance did it have of going on? The Probability formula states it's ZERO. No favourable event to speak of. 0/5 is still zero. 0/100 is also still zero. 0 divided by a million, will still be zero. Even Zero divided by One is Zero. The conditions aren't there. Therefore, the favourable event cannot and never will happen...

Perhaps things will never be. Oh shucks, the metal's melting away... No...
Gotta go freeze it again or something.

And 'yakusoku' is a very important thing in a relationship. Now I know that. Without it, the relationship is like a wooden model without its glue. It won't hold for very long...

Whatsoever here is the grand madamemoiselle crapping her ass off again...

Can anyone out there help me?

I feel very lost...

Feel like crying...

Yet the tears can't come out...

I have forgotten how is it like to cry...

My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!

Jobichi~san whacked you at 3:38:00 PM

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