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Ah.
Hi.
Thanks for clicking the link that led you to this blog... Now it is whether you can bear to read its contents. This blog has been labelled 'cheam' by most people whom I know (therefore highlighting their incompetency in the English language... hehehehehe xD no I'm just joking, don't pelt me with rotten veggies.. *splat!*)
Each entry in this blog are like pieces of my disillusioned self... Good luck to the one who dares brave into uncharted territory... the chasms of my mind.
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"Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa..."

I feel so bogged down by so many things nowadays... It's frightening how I keep dreaming of catastrophes and apocalypses... Destruction... Blood... damage to the earth... So many horrid things... I don't even dare to sleep anymore.

Of course sometimes the odd dream comes by with a pleasant surprise here and there. At least I feel better, even if it means I'm smooching some guy I don't even know in the dream (yeah come on! It's just a dream! And at least I feel loved!)

What dreams do you have?

They can mean alot of things. And recently I've been dreaming a lil about choir. Coz SYF mahh!!!

But I don't see this face in each of the dreams involving choir. A face is missing somehow. A very important one. Ok, not me, I see things thrid person perspective in my dream so I know. But this person's kinda important. Well, I don't know how important to the choir, but of some significance in my life now. Where's this person? Why don't I see him/her? (I'll leave you people to guess whether the person's male or female. Maybe hermaphrodite xD)

Whatsoeva. But it bodes ill. I feel it. My dreams have always tried to tell me things which i more often than not try to ignore. It has already predicted too many things that I rather not count. And I fear that this time round, this person might really disappear from my life. I can't really say I will miss the darn human being coz I'm not that close to him/her, but... I don't know. But I don't want bad things to happen again. Already the people around me have come into contact with my 'kaasu'. But why should they? I don't understand what the forces of the universe have in store for me.
But I want to triumph. I will win this battle, even if it means it'll be the last battle I fight in this lifetime...
I wonder what happens when one dies. We're just a bunch of molecules and compounds if you people haven't noticed. So when we die it's just a matter of stopping in our tracks. Literally. But if that's the case, then all consciousness doesn't exist, does it?

Then what exactly drives our body into work? What makes our beings able to communicate to each other?

My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!

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