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Ah.
Hi.
Thanks for clicking the link that led you to this blog... Now it is whether you can bear to read its contents. This blog has been labelled 'cheam' by most people whom I know (therefore highlighting their incompetency in the English language... hehehehehe xD no I'm just joking, don't pelt me with rotten veggies.. *splat!*)
Each entry in this blog are like pieces of my disillusioned self... Good luck to the one who dares brave into uncharted territory... the chasms of my mind.
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"Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa..."

Where's my head?

In repulsive s****...

I'm seriously losing it.

Yet I'm still alive. How?

Maybe coz s**** kept my body together. And oil. And dead skin flakes. (and numerous other grisly stuff I wont mention...)

Woe is one whose brains are leaked out and on the trodden ground...

Yeah and spinal cord trailing from the gap above my head.
I feel so lost...

School life is getting more and more difficult each day. I can't say I wasn't expecting this, but I'm not coping very well either. What's more with choir in the way. There's definitely happy times and sweet times in it all, but hard trying times too. I can't even see my finishing line and yet here I am panting and puffing like a broken down locomotive.. What is WRONG with me???

It's like my 2.4km running for the NAFTA test. I run and I run and I run. Less than a lap out of 2 and a half laps, I'm already gasping for breath and my chest is sucked in and scrunched tight like a bear crushing a salmon's guts, with blood spewing of course. My legs are ready and geared up anytime, but my respiratory system fails me. Woe betide, I manage to pass. But a mere pass? What's the use? What's the glory in that? Who gives a damn? Who will remember it anyway?

It's the same with life I guess. Right now I'm falling over every single stone I tread on. Schoolwork, choir, friendships and relationships alike, teacher-student relationships, responsibilites, and myself.

My junior told me her PE teacher said that listening to music while running helps. And she said her timing went down by 2 mins. Not bad. Maybe I should try that too. Maybe then I can reach my goal of 15mins n below for my 2.4...

But can I find that driving force in my life?

So far, I've only got family behind me. And then more recently, my friends, although I don't know the extent which I can trust them. But I'm happy with the way things turn out. I guess..

But I don't think they are all strong enough to push me forward. So far. But could it be that it's me who's pulling myself back?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

Oh whateva it is. I just hope I can pull through and survive. And bloom as the flower in adversity... Rafflesia!!! Nice wad! Stinky n repulsive like s****...

I wanna run further. This isn't the length I'm running. I'm very sure. But... Can I complete this race? And attain the glory I seek to reach?

My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!

Jobichi~san whacked you at 10:09:00 PM

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