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Ah.
Hi.
Thanks for clicking the link that led you to this blog... Now it is whether you can bear to read its contents. This blog has been labelled 'cheam' by most people whom I know (therefore highlighting their incompetency in the English language... hehehehehe xD no I'm just joking, don't pelt me with rotten veggies.. *splat!*)
Each entry in this blog are like pieces of my disillusioned self... Good luck to the one who dares brave into uncharted territory... the chasms of my mind.
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"Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa..."

It's OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow... I feel very very very relieved...
Went for the auditions today... OH GAWD! The contestants there rock like hell!
One girl was singing like it was almost nothing to her. Like it was natural. Ohhh how I wish I could sing like that... But I've got no guts.

Some suggested for me to go for the Campus Superstar auditions...

NO WAY.

I've got enough of auditions!

Me and Joy were pretty nervous at the waiting area... So were the others. There was a cute malay guy from SP who had to take leave from his job to audition for the Teen Star. He sings nice too... Now what was his name... Starts with E n ends with Q... Bother.

Joy rocks. She rocks. I will be kicked out of the auditions like there's no tomorrow... Me, Joy and this malay guy were cracking all sorts of lame jokes... When I'm nervous I make jokes like I'm some comedienne. Somehow when a person's charged with adrenaline, you think better (yeah, metal alertedness... We learnt THAT in bio...)

I don't know if I can get it through to the prelim rounds... But if I do, I can laugh in Mr. Samuie's face *turns to see if Mr. Samuie is looking* Lol... I was thinking of torture devices while waiting for my turn to be auditioned... Heheheehehe...

It's kind of dumb. The judges actually asked me to sing the Japanese song I wanted to sing (big mouth lor, say wad wanted to sing jap song one... Lol) I don't know what they thought of it as they only said thank-you after I was done with 'Pride'. I seriously dunno how good my standards are...

I WANT THE MONEY!

Lol.

But as I said in my self-intro to the judges, which is very true, I am looking for an outlet for my intellect. I draw, sing, write... compose music and poems occasionally... It's all the same. I want to express myself through an outlet.. Many different outlets... But yet, I am never easily satisfied. Like singing a song, I don't usually sing it to relax (except for the occasional squeaky eerie falsettos I put on with my sisters or friends for humour). Singing, to me, helps you to come to terms with yourself (as what I said to YF). It allows you to discover your feelings through song and verse, and of course the beat plays a part. So, singing is an art. Likewise for writing and drawing. They all consume pretty large amounts of creative energy...

But for now, I'm just too drained and emotionally hurt to squeeze out any more of my creative juices for work. I'm tired. Just too tired. There's no life left in me already... My heart's been stolen a long time ago... And the thief won't return it either. It's probably shredded to bits and lying somewhere in the Singapore River...

Lol...

Enough for today. I am sooo going to sleeeeeepppppp and sleeeeeeeppppp... But what will I dream of?

How I wish I could dream of a prospective partner... in crime! Lol.

Love is still a far-off dream for me. Neither am I interested anymore...

My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!

Jobichi~san whacked you at 10:55:00 PM

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