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(therefore highlighting their incompetency in the English language... hehehehehe xD no I'm just joking, don't pelt me with rotten veggies.. *splat!*)
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Cheeryl Tan (a.k.a. JoBiChI~sAn ^^)
Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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Just click on it. It won't kill you.
The archives
13 March 2007
It's pretty sad...
Today at choir, everyone was so noisy at one go. Bel broke down n cried. So did YQ... And I shouted at the choir too. 1st time raise my voice like hell broke loose...
Lol that's not what I was sad about!
Things got better later on. Ms Yee nearly slaughtered me n jie for going off n forgetting that we had to hear the auditions... Oh dear.
Auditions auditions auditions... I'm so sick of them.
Speaking of which, the organisers will ring me tomorrow if I have passed the auditions for the Teen Star... Hell... Hell...
Why is my life such a disaster?
I don't know what went wrong this time round. No, I've never had any idea about anything... My existence is not of any significance to anyone... Even my close friends are not that close. Although I beg to differ for my choir buds, they still arent the kind of friends I'm looking for.
Then what?
I'm looking for a person who may not fully understand my feelings and emotions, but yet has the patience to listen to me, do whatever he/she can do in any way to try and comfort me... Someone who may not necessarily be there to comfort me when I'm down, but in our hearts our link is so strong that we know we will be there for each other... Someone who will lift me from my prison, release me from my steel-bound wings, and allow me to flourish and fly. Someone, who will in effect, CARE about me, regardless of whether we're together or apart.
But who?
I've had met such a person before. But I didn't treasure this person as I should have. Now, all that's within me are the empty silence of the memories... Resonating within my head...
It's probably just fated.. Perhaps it just was too early... And now, finding such a friend again is... just too difficult. It's like searching for one elusive shell (maybe a few) among the thousands or millions of shells lying on the beaches of the world. And the shell you're looking for may still be in the ocean...
No wonder when Nico (One Piece) said she didn't want to go out to sea as she would be lonely, she was right. But she found 6 trusty 'nakama' whom she could depend on...
Life is just so sad... For me that is... My boat will never settle upon the shore it seeks...
When will I find my saviour again?
Today at choir, everyone was so noisy at one go. Bel broke down n cried. So did YQ... And I shouted at the choir too. 1st time raise my voice like hell broke loose...
Lol that's not what I was sad about!
Things got better later on. Ms Yee nearly slaughtered me n jie for going off n forgetting that we had to hear the auditions... Oh dear.
Auditions auditions auditions... I'm so sick of them.
Speaking of which, the organisers will ring me tomorrow if I have passed the auditions for the Teen Star... Hell... Hell...
Why is my life such a disaster?
I don't know what went wrong this time round. No, I've never had any idea about anything... My existence is not of any significance to anyone... Even my close friends are not that close. Although I beg to differ for my choir buds, they still arent the kind of friends I'm looking for.
Then what?
I'm looking for a person who may not fully understand my feelings and emotions, but yet has the patience to listen to me, do whatever he/she can do in any way to try and comfort me... Someone who may not necessarily be there to comfort me when I'm down, but in our hearts our link is so strong that we know we will be there for each other... Someone who will lift me from my prison, release me from my steel-bound wings, and allow me to flourish and fly. Someone, who will in effect, CARE about me, regardless of whether we're together or apart.
But who?
I've had met such a person before. But I didn't treasure this person as I should have. Now, all that's within me are the empty silence of the memories... Resonating within my head...
It's probably just fated.. Perhaps it just was too early... And now, finding such a friend again is... just too difficult. It's like searching for one elusive shell (maybe a few) among the thousands or millions of shells lying on the beaches of the world. And the shell you're looking for may still be in the ocean...
No wonder when Nico (One Piece) said she didn't want to go out to sea as she would be lonely, she was right. But she found 6 trusty 'nakama' whom she could depend on...
Life is just so sad... For me that is... My boat will never settle upon the shore it seeks...
When will I find my saviour again?
My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!
Jobichi~san whacked you at 6:17:00 PM
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