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Cheeryl Tan (a.k.a. JoBiChI~sAn ^^)
Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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Currently 16. And VERY screwed up.
Libra
October 17th xD
Year of the Goat
Blood type B+ (tasty, because blood all around is...)
(Did I mention that I play with blood?)
Super-sensitive to the sun (vampire mah~)(never want to see the sun again...)
Die hard anime and manga fan! And dying for it...
Future Manga Artist.. I'll tell my stories to the world!
Obsession with... MUSHROOMS... <3
Choir!
Love science... All branches of it... But....
Love to sing
Love writing poems n songs
Love to draw
Loves the power of 'cheaminology' >_< Love writing LoOoOoOoOonnnggggg compos...
Love... A beautiful reality! <3
Where is the love?
Morbid and emo-ing... Again.
Wonders about Life
Counsellor! But can't even help myself...
Dreams of making own universes... While attempting to withdraw into my own...
Contorted in millions of philosophies
Japanese bands ROCK!
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Just click on it. It won't kill you.
The archives
17 January 2007
Today I was w8in 4 e bus at e bus stop... Saw a couple from our school kissing n hugging in public. The general reaction? Pretend not to notice, but in true reality my brain was screaming: "Ewww!!! How in the Wurld can they do that??? Wad abt those innocent lil kiddies from PEPS?" Lolz...
But something deep down inside awoke. A stirring devil within my insides... Seriously. It's almost a year since I've broke up wif my ex. How in the bbblllloooooodddyyyy hell can I still think abt him? Not exactly thinking abt him. But somehow its the memories we've had together...
O accursed one, why do you torment me with your being? I thought by doing this things would be better. I thought the bond between us would break and vanish. But yet you still torment me with memories of you... I have completely no idea how's he doing now. Never heard from him. Neither, i think, will he hear from me...
But after breaking up, somehow I still yearn for someone (i can keep dreaming) to hold me in his arms, whisper into my ear that he loves me...
AAAAHHHHHH SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!
But reality is here to stay. Aint plannin no relationships until aft the big O's. Even then, I dont think it's a good idea. I once saw a friend's personal message on Messenger... "Love is an obstacle that stops us from achieving our goals" (smth liddat lah) I totally agree with him. Love? Makes us sick in the head. Love? Makes us go dizzy with silly passion. Love? Could possibly go unrequited and futile. And even if it seems it might go somewhere, love can as easily turn to hate. And there would be love no more...
Love? Bah. Youngmin is partially right. It does exist, but how long does it last? How will you know if it's really love? What can it do to a person? How can it benefit us? How will you know if the other person loves you the same way? How'd you know if it isnt lust?
Oh well! Enough on this already. Got lotsa homework to do so I'd better get a move on, rather than talk crap in my blog...
But something deep down inside awoke. A stirring devil within my insides... Seriously. It's almost a year since I've broke up wif my ex. How in the bbblllloooooodddyyyy hell can I still think abt him? Not exactly thinking abt him. But somehow its the memories we've had together...
O accursed one, why do you torment me with your being? I thought by doing this things would be better. I thought the bond between us would break and vanish. But yet you still torment me with memories of you... I have completely no idea how's he doing now. Never heard from him. Neither, i think, will he hear from me...
But after breaking up, somehow I still yearn for someone (i can keep dreaming) to hold me in his arms, whisper into my ear that he loves me...
AAAAHHHHHH SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!
But reality is here to stay. Aint plannin no relationships until aft the big O's. Even then, I dont think it's a good idea. I once saw a friend's personal message on Messenger... "Love is an obstacle that stops us from achieving our goals" (smth liddat lah) I totally agree with him. Love? Makes us sick in the head. Love? Makes us go dizzy with silly passion. Love? Could possibly go unrequited and futile. And even if it seems it might go somewhere, love can as easily turn to hate. And there would be love no more...
Love? Bah. Youngmin is partially right. It does exist, but how long does it last? How will you know if it's really love? What can it do to a person? How can it benefit us? How will you know if the other person loves you the same way? How'd you know if it isnt lust?
Besides... I don't need no love (as in heterosexual type?) You dont need it to survive. I will go all out to fulfil my ambitions and goals. If love will impede me, it has to be relinquished. It has to go. Love? Who needs it.
Haiz... Me the incredible "love expert" (emphasis on the inverted commas) is stumped by her own problem. Somehow, when one can solve others' problems, when it occurs to you yourself or someone close 2 you (like family), you'll be stupefied. Yeah.Oh well! Enough on this already. Got lotsa homework to do so I'd better get a move on, rather than talk crap in my blog...
My WoRlD rEvOlVeS rOuNd and RoUnD mY LiFe sTorY... My DreAmS and HoPeS, mY reNeWeD sTreNgtH... And My NEW LoVe!
Jobichi~san whacked you at 4:14:00 PM
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